Saturday, 6 September 2014

it's so hard

to be alone like this
but trying

i just want to feel safe

lord god please guide me
give me the strength

sometimes i feel like i can't handle it


Finding Safety

Loving myself is so hard. Believing in my God is simply not enough... I really need something and someone to bring me up. I can't see myself completely and it bothers me. It makes me sad. I know I am missing pieces...  I just want to feel safe.

I just want to feel safe.

Saturday, 12 April 2014

Spanish Guitar - Best Hits Vol.2 - Part 1

I want to love fearlessly.

To conquer oneself is the ultimate freedom. The greatest and most difficult task.

For to believe in your inner strength is everything, and all you will ever need.

But why must it be so hard? Why must we always yearn for someone/something at the end of the day? What is it? Is this the conscious struggle of what it means to be human - to always have a void and to search for something to fill it? Is this the purpose?

Perhaps it is... but we must always remember to hope, love, and believe in the best of situations. That's what I tell myself anyway. I hope I will make it through. I wish that I may find beauty in the sorrow, the mundane, and grey.